If there is no tomorrow

I am sure that a day will come when i will not have tomorrow, but what if someday,when I wake up in the morning I come to know that today is the last day of my life.I thought about it a lot but it was not fruitful because all the time, what I was thinking was not,what should I do today but the whole time I spend regretting that I will not get tomorrow.after thinking a lot I came to the point that all is in vein.I wasted my time.I should think that what can be done in this last day.The same happens with all of us at every moment of time.we miss our chance of thinking about present just in having thoughts of what happend in past and what will happen in future. So I transferred the direction of my thoughts towards the possibilities for me to utilize the last day of my life.

I thought that I will do something for poors, but that was really not a practical thought. When I didn't care for them throughout my whole life then how come so that fear of death persuade me to help them.So this was not my internal thought but emotions are overcoming my mind.

So idea of helping poors was droped and I started thinking that I will donate some of my body parts to some needy person.This was a good idea and I will definetly get fame due to this.ohhh.. no!. So this came to my mind bacause of lust of fame.damn it...! The whole life i was running behind fame and even now, in my last moments I am thinking about the same thing.no not a good idea.

Then I spend some more time in thinking about other options.My last moments were passing at a fast pace and I was unable to evan think that what should I do.At last i surrendered just like a child who don't know what's good for him and what's bad.I went to my mom.just seeing her face I remebered the things which she loved to have but due to expenses on my education and good livelyhood she killed her wills.I quickly recalled her likings and till night I managed to arrange all the things which my parents ever wanted.Thanks god I was having savings for that.At night I went to her bedroom and told her that mom , here are the things which you ever wanted me to get for you, and with this I told her the reality that today was my last day and I am not going to see tomorrows sun.first she was not beleiving me but knowing that I never prank her, Two tears came out of her eyes.Pain in her heart was visible clearly in her eyes.She was having all the things which she ever wanted ,just infront of her but she was not happy.I was lying on her lap and when her tears fall on my cheek i felt the real pain of selfless love.I closed my eyes and then I don't know where I was.I realized that i am out of this world.I came to know that all is over and I will not be able to see my parents again.And then I don't remember anything but in the morning when I heard the sound of my alarm clock,I wake up.I tried to recall what happened last night but I was like brain washed.I don't remember the incidents but the pain was still in my chest.I heard the voice my mom asking me ,am I ok.then I remembered my near death experience but I never came to know what saved me, but i was able to understand that what saved me.